~~i feel different~~

just now i tried to log into VUW's portal...
and i managed to browse through the e-library...
at that moment i feel different...
i realized that i have a very big responsibility to be carried along...
i realized that my dream is almost a reality...
i realized that it is now not the time for me to fool around...
i realized that this is serious...
and i realized that i'm leaving my family and friends very soon...
huhuhu...

i'm excited to be part of the new zealand culture!!