~~wut would u feel~~

huhuhu...what would you feel when you are in the middle of a fasting day trying to complete all your assignments and suddenly you felt uncomfortable...you wanted to go to the ladies and once you were there you found that you were bleeding...an abnormal bleeding...blood plus your urine...and after you had finished you felt very painful...a pain that you wouldn't know how to describe...and besides that you'll have to go to the ladies once in every 5 minutes...huhuhuhu...each 5 minutes made you feel the horrible pain...huhuhu...at that moment, i thought to myself, "how will i bear the pain while delivering my baby in the future?"huhuhuhu...thanks sayang for being there for me...

~~oh my god~~

td time tayangan movie utk ELS, i met one of my school friends, Farid...
and he is also a friend of Zati's...
and he asked me whether i've join the batch page or not...
so he sent me the address...
and just now while i was browsing through the page i was screaming like hell...
waaaaa...
there were a lot that i've missed!!
huhuhu...
i miss you guys so much ok!!!
and i pitied myself so much coz last weekend i accompanied syamil to meet his school sweethearts but then i did not meet my own school sweethearts...
wawawawa...
sytra 29, azu mnx ampun...
huhuhu...
there are two things that made me screamed like hell...

1) bad - used to be a boyish type of girl
- now she wears blusher and high heels
2) eton - her daughter is sooooooooooooo cute mute

waaaaa....
rindu okay!!!!
hukhuk...
thanks to farid for giving me the web address...
and of course aku dh register...
ala2 facebook gitu tp utk batch aku jekk... :P
huhuhu...
rindu...rindu...rindu....

~~happy birthday~~

ari nie besday dua classmates aku...
alan n aishah...
dua2 neh jd classmates aku dr last sem sbb sama2 amik literature...
n it happened to be yg dua2 neh very sweet n nice fwens...
aishah...cool,sempoi...
kdg2 aku takot ngan dia...:P
alan or nama btol christina...
comel,sgt manja,sgt happy go lucky...
n dia panggil aku koala bear...
ada ke patot...
tp x pa...
hehhe...
tp td ptg celebrate besday aishah ja...
alan g celeb ngan budak2 non muslim rasanya...
sbb diorg sgt close to each other...
by the way...
pasal aishah...
aku join je sbb besties aishah who are zati,anne ngan tina ajak...
depa nk surprisekn si aishah neh...
siap beli tepung ubi kayu lg...
n guess what...
sgt havoc...kejadian berlaku kt court bola tampar...
aishah ngan semangatnya pkai sports shoes sbb igt nk men basketball...
hehehe...
sedap kan tepung ubi kayu plus mocha cake...
hehehe...
nk tgk pics?
jenguk la blog tina...
mesti ada pnya...
eheheh...
kt cni ada pic aku n hubby je...hikhik...
jgn marah!!

~~di celah-celah kesibukan~~

di celah-celah masing-masing muka macam nak telan laptop, me is still me...aku mesti gak wat bnda sengal...hihihi...and kali neh di celah-celah sibuk wat report SBE...smlm izzati aka temporary roomate tgh kalot struggle siapkan report SBE, aku dgn slumbernya ckp "Zati,azu nk tidoq la...sat ja"...hehehe...and confirm la sat aku tue means smpai pg kan...ahaks...trok2...huhuhu...bila p klas aku la yg plaing berkerut-kerut...sbb...org len smua dh maju ke depan...aku baru tekedek-kedek nk start...mula la nervous bagai...waaa...so dgn bertungkus-lumus, aku ngan partner aku, Aaron p lepak kt library...berbekalkan info yg kami kumpul, aku ngan aaron pon gadoh...tatau nk decide wat cmna...sbb mcm2 version yg kuaq...wahhh...neh sudah parah namanya...and last skali yg terdecide is wat dulu one journal for each topic...wokeh...aku pon khusyuk la wat journal...skali aku pusing tgk aaron, mak aih...dia tgh khusyuk chatting kt game online dia...panas btol ati...huhu...tue la routine aaron kt skolah kalo aku x ajak dia p cari cikgu...hukhuk...ok2...back to the topic...tgh aku struggle siapkan journal, syamil meh library..."Azu, jom p cs...mcvalue lunch.."errr...nk refuse ke?tp mcm best...haish...cmna neh...on je la...ajak zati skali...tina n zatul pn ikot...but then smua cancel...aku dh muncung...syamil dh majuk...haish...aku pon bgn kuaq dr library...angkut sgala brg...smpai kt rak,kal syamil..."Abg kt mana?"..."kt blok...kuaq jom"...aku pon x hesitate lg tros stuju...tamo gadoh lama2 dh...huhuhu...ok...so keja aku stop kt situ...smpai around 2.30 aku balik mktb...dumm atas katil...zati pon baru balik...dia ckp dh lunch...huhu...aku on laptop...layan game...x jugak sambung keja...after dh abeh men game, bleh plak aku wat decision nk tidoq...tp before tidoq ada gak la aku wat cket keja...then trtidoq...bgn2 tgk jam...wahh...dh kol 5...mak aih..mlm ada event kt hall...cmna neh...gelabah bewak...p mandi2...abeh mandi aku msg farid tnya bleh dpt excuse x...dgn vangganya dia kata kali nie x bleh tolong...huhuhu...mampos...tnya zati,tamo p...tnya neda,pon mcm tamo p...tnya wanie...gelabah cicak gak minah tue...dia tnya shikin...shikin kata dia ok ja...then dia tnya vicky,vicky x bg...arghhh...cmna neh...dgn nekadnya neda msg aku.."azu,kte x g la dwn"...wahh...ok2...zati pon tamo p...so aku pon x p...tgh best2 wat keja,zati kata x pyh p hall...dpt excuse...and wan z lah kena wat suratnya...tq wan z!!and aku pon berjaya menyiapkan journal...n aku tingin makan roti canai...yes!!!syamil belikan...waaaa...besh2...dh mkn roti canai sakit perot plak...hadeh...masalah btoi...huhuhu...tp sempat gak tgk cita korea...three dads & 1 mom...hahaha...after dh abeh mkn,maka aku pon menyambung keja...guess what...smpai pukul 4 pg tau aku siapkn report...waaaaa...letih nk mati...esoknya plak,time pg aku x klas IAC sbb bgn lmbt...together with cik zati...kebetulan syamil pon x p jugak...huhu...abeh ja sesi kuliah pg tue,aku pon menyambung keja2 siapkan portfolio...after abeh duet dkt rm20 n memerah keringat...pukul 3.20pm tue aku pon submit...huhuhu...tamau dh p SBE...praktikum pon cmneh gak ke????wawawawa...ni lah yg dikatakan di celah-celah kesibukan!!

~~kamu rasa~~

Nufa Syazliana
Ahmad Syazril

:)

~~......................~~

i dunno wut to say...
though i had this chance to be on line...
but i still dunno wut to say...
though so many things happened these days...
yet i still dunno wut to say...
hmmh...
looking at people walked by...
i stared at them empty-headed...
why???
because i've been missing him badly...
very badly...
and only he understands why...
huhuhu...

~~ready to become a teacher cum mother~~

ok...first thing first...a day before yesterday aku ngan aaron sepatotnya collect info pasal aktiviti koko...so kami pilih Persatuan Pengakap sbb pk koko dia ckp pengakap yg aktif...kebetulan cikgu pengakap neh adalah cikgu pendidikan kahs yg sgt bz...so kena la wat appointment...dia soh jmpa around 11.15a.m...lebey krg 11.30 aku ngan aaron p jmpa dia...interview la pasal pengakap...then ada selit2 pasal pendidikan khas...kt dlm bilik guru pend khas tue ada 3 class...lg dua kt bilik seblah...classes tue plak level 1,level 2 n level 4...aku pelik...awat plak level 2 then tros level 4...cikgu tue kata level 4 n level 5 x bleh dok dekat2...sbb depa neh la yg paling low dr segi iq,eq segala...plus hyper plak tue...then masa dok sembang2 aku dengaq klas level 2 bising...aku tgk la...then ada sorg budak neh,naufal nama dia...down syndrome...comel bangat...dia tgh tukaq baju...pkai short ngan tshirt ada kolar...bleh plak dia pakai tie skolah...heheh...dia tgh smpn baju skolah dia dlm beg masa tue..cikgu dia kata dia nk p keja...then dia pon wat2 mcm nek moto...mmg lawak gila...aku pon tros la sembang ngan cikgu tue...puan juraida...bila aku pusing tgk naufal tue, dia dh terbaring atas lantai...pegang dada dia...tekejot aku...sakit ka budak nie...skali dia jerit..."tolong...tolong...teman...tolong"...Puan Juraida tue dh gelak2...dia kata naufal neh suka berlakon...bleh kata tiap2 ari...tp mmg real ahh dia blakon...aaron pun stuju...then Puan Juraida tuecp budak down syndrome neh pembersih...sbb tue naufal tue tukaq baju dia...padahal basah sikit ja kena ayaq...hehehe...so aku concludekan,budak down syndrome lg pembersih dr kita sendri kan???hehehe...sgt comel...tiap2 ari lalu kt klas tue kalo nk p kantin...:)

then ari neh ada lg satu peristiwa...pukul 8.45 aku ngan aaron msok klas...after abeh klas, aku masok bilik guru...tmpt kami kt blkg skali...kt blkg tmpt kami ada meja makan n sofa...kt atas sofa tue aku nampak ada budak laki tgh tidoq...aaron ckp dia demam, tp parent tadak kt umah...kesiannya...aku asyik tgk budak tue ja...sbb dia tgh tidoq...bila dia bgn,aku tros p kt dia...muka dia merah n aku tau demam dia trok...aku tnya dh mkn ubat blom...dia ckp dh...sedih gila tgk dia...so aku tros p kt meja amik gula2 dlm beg aku...aku bg kt dia...hope gula2 tue bleh wat dia lupa sakit demam dia sat...even sat pon x pa...at least dia x rasa sgt...huhuhu...
bila balik kt tmpt aku,aku msg syamil...dia kata baiknya cikgu...bukan sbb baik ke x...tp sbb ada satu perasaan yg aku x bleh nk explain...sama mcm aku tgk naufal tue...aku rasa nk plok dia...tp x boleh kan...mana bleh sentuh pelajar berlainan jantina over2 kan...huhuhu...
maybe this is the right path for me to start my life...




love from a teacher + mother to be...LOL